2026-04-03.3_humility - okay

at this point in time (especially), you lack a deeper understanding of fragmentarity, meaning you lack humility. you are and will always remain a fragment, a fragment-in-process. you will never be able to make a ‘whole’, by yourself. do what you can, keep doing what you can, and don’t forget that it’s just that: what you can. not more, not less. not by yourself.

you don’t lack desire. but you lack humility because you lack faith, knowledge and practice. which makes sense to an extent: you’re young, you haven’t been at this for that long, you were barely consciously political for most of your childhood and adolescence. 3 years – even if they felt like 9 – is not so long, all things considered. the first 20 years of your life did not prepare you (well). you still have a lot to learn about humility, faith, knowledge, practice, and even desire. and you will never stop learning. you will never reach a point where you ‘Know’. as a certain italian said: “It is right to rebel: but one needs to do it well, to know how to do it well, to learn how to know how to do it well – and this is the task of a lifetime.” (Mario Tronti).

so sit down. be humble. be open. have faith. learn. rest. read. act. care. but not by yourself. and not more than you can. it’ll be okay.

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